Job Job Who's Got the Job?
So - I haven't been in a "very bad mood for 40 years" but this has not been my best week - mood-wise. Suffice it to say, I have been VERY cranky - cross - and generally pissy! Bosses got under my skin - nobody could do anything even minimally considered right or effective or efficient. "They" were out to get me, stubborn and totally inconsiderate....one moreso than the other.
So I had dinner with Ri tonight and she asked me about my ire. I told her it was a spiritual issue, that I just hadn't figured it out yet - she politely told me in no uncertain terms that it was time for me to take the bull by the horns and get another job! I said I was waiting for God to nudge me in any direction - her comment? "He has and you're not listening" - making any excuse to not take a definitive action. I don't want to think she is right, but.....
I'll have to chew on this a bit - I cannot imagine changing jobs at 55 with my job experience. Two jobs in over 30 years? No skills from 25 years doing disability claims - and 7 years as an administrative assistant? Not........
Ho hum - much to consider and think about.
Lunch tomorrow with Rob at Fish Market and some gardening, maybe...want to air out the house if it's not too hot. And the usual wash, cleaning and preparing for the next work week. Have Walk The Line DVD, thanks to Ri. Watched National Treasure tonight.
Why can't people just do what I want them to do - see my tongue in my cheek?
So I had dinner with Ri tonight and she asked me about my ire. I told her it was a spiritual issue, that I just hadn't figured it out yet - she politely told me in no uncertain terms that it was time for me to take the bull by the horns and get another job! I said I was waiting for God to nudge me in any direction - her comment? "He has and you're not listening" - making any excuse to not take a definitive action. I don't want to think she is right, but.....
I'll have to chew on this a bit - I cannot imagine changing jobs at 55 with my job experience. Two jobs in over 30 years? No skills from 25 years doing disability claims - and 7 years as an administrative assistant? Not........
Ho hum - much to consider and think about.
Lunch tomorrow with Rob at Fish Market and some gardening, maybe...want to air out the house if it's not too hot. And the usual wash, cleaning and preparing for the next work week. Have Walk The Line DVD, thanks to Ri. Watched National Treasure tonight.
Why can't people just do what I want them to do - see my tongue in my cheek?

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